Nimi: A Christmas night
Kirjoittaja: lasitimantti
Beta: Ihana englannin opettajani ♥
Genre: Angst
Ikäraja: S
Summary: Love never fails. Except with us.
A/N: Englannin kirjoituskurssin tuotos jouluvalojen aikakaudelta. Minulle femme, teille ehkä jotakin muuta.
Jos luet tämän, niin tiedä, että mulla on ihan kamala ikävä. Oot edelleen rakas.
A Christmas Night
It’s Christmas. I’m laying on the floor and watching the lights playing on the wall. The atmosphere is full of positive feelings and peace.
However, I feel something missing. There’s no you connected to me with cell phone. You’re not sending me those weird little messages I’ve used to getting all the time. I’m all alone, though there’s the whole family beside me.
I’m not your girl anymore although I’d like to be. I’d actually love to be. Or maybe I could say that I need to be your girl. Only that way I’d feel myself being an entire me.
‘Cause without you I’m nothing. You were my everything.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, t keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.
You were patient, you were kind. You didn’t envy, didn’t boast. You honored others, were not self-seeking, were never angry, never though I hurt you. You forgave, you loved to hear the truth although it was sometimes hard. You protected, you trusted, you hoped, you persevered. But we failed. Love never fails. Except with us.
I wonder if you are still thinking of us. Thinking how great we were together, how much fun we had together, how I enjoyed being with you. I loved you more I’ve never loved anybody.
I wonder if you still remember our first conversation. I was so sick at the moment. It was a rainy day at Bournemouth. I was sitting there at the Square and throwing up raspberry juice. I quess no-one really noticed what I did because all the juice blended with the rainwater and poured to drain. And the very first talk between us was about Provinssirock. Actually, I told you about Her. She’s always been in between us, from the genesis to the very end. At first She was my another half, nowadays She’s only yours. Last time I visited Her Facebook it said Send a friend request. I did not.
I can feel myself fading away. Without you there's no me.